RIP Xuan

i love you, and so does everyone else who knows you...you were one of the most beautiful people i've ever met. you don't even know..it's so unfair that this happened to you of all people. i remember it like it was yesterday...you came to visit me cuz we hadn't chilled in a while, and we caught up while i studied for a test. you were eating your chipotle, then you laughed at how messy my room was and folded my clothes. i didn't think when i hugged you it'd be the last time...it's too fucked up to be real, and i hope i wake up at some point...all those times you were online and we didn't im each other weigh so much on my conscience now..i wish each time i could tell you how wonderful you were. i should have called you every time i thought about it. we were talkin about how we hadn't talked in a while and how we had to chill again, and now i'll never see you again..i don't even know if it's hit me as hard as it will because i'm still in shock..all the things that seemed so important to me yesterday don't mean shit...my biggest worry was my shoes arriving, and all the while, you were living your last moments..i can't even wrap my head around it yet..but i love you, we all do, and i'll miss you until the day i die..what a loss for the world. this isn't even right. you're tattooed on my heart and my mind forever, and i'll NEVER forget you. you were such a hard worker and so focused...you were pretty and smart, and you were going the right direction in life...you didn't even get to do all the things you wanted...that's why, while i still have time, i'll live for me and you. 

RIP Xuan Lai 1/19/90-12/9/08

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